Healing Isn’t Linear

There was one blog that I wrote titled “I'm Healing Out Loud So No One Has To Heal Alone”. If you haven’t already, go check it out! In there, I talked about connections and it seems like ever since I hit publish on that post, that I’ve been under attack. The attack has been specifically with my connections…my village. The relationships with those that I have been vulnerable with and let down my guard with are being shaken. My pastor tells us quite often that we give Satan too much credit so this blog isn’t for that. I say it’s the weather change (you know how people get once it begins to get hot outside) but it’s much deeper than that. I know for a fact that it’s not because I’m doing anything wrong but simply because of my obedience in this season and for what’s about to come. It’s not punishment but merely positioning. Everything is from my heart and my heart is in a pure place. But God, why are you allowing this now. You know I need my village. They are all aware of how backlash works so here I am out on the limb, now, naked before the world. It hurts but I trust that it’ll all be worth it! I’ve decided to set aside a few days, turn down my plate and just listen. If you’re reading this and you’re in a similar place, maybe wondering why things feel heavy right when you thought they’d get lighter, fret not. You too are being positioned, not punished. And although it hurts - it’s not in vain.

Let’s keep healing.
Out loud.
Together.

After all, healing isn’t linear.